So, after the heady rush of last weekend, and writing the blog post about it, and getting some editing instructions from the subject of the post. I found myself sitting here wondering what's next.
Then, out of the blue, a sudden thought hit me. Next weekend is Christmas. And I am going to spend it alone.
Alone. Bubba is working and Squirmy is still not speaking to me.
What is weird is that I do not know what to do about this. I have deliberately chosen to be alone, and not pursue anyone that might want to be a part of my life. Indeed, if my observation of human nature is correct, I would have a clue that there was someone out there that wanted to get to know me better.
So, while the realization should be no surprise, it has hit me hard.
I guess that I am feeling more lonely than I probably should. No idea what to do about it right now.
More later.
Namaste. See You On The Other Side.